~True Working Relation ? ~

Today early morning 1.30am, ChungLee, WenJie, Ping Khoe ,Andy and I sitting in a mamak store chit-chat. Suddenly talk about True Love. Ping Khoe a.k.a Apple, has a very strong faith in True Love, which means find a girl, who doesn't care about the guy's background, fat nor thin, rich or poor, ugly or handsome. Apple believe that he will find it someday. No one would ever believe that any more actually. 


Last time I Believed in True Love also. I also believe that If I love a girl with my full heart, the girl sooner or later will reply me back the same way. But in today's society and culture, I no longer believe in that thus I Trust that is only a Myth or Miracle.


As a man, I think that ( I believe most men will believe in this too), Men have only 4 things that attract girls. Body Shape, Sweet Tongue,Handsomeness and Thickness of Cash. So far I heard and read about Relation. They mostly will tell some stupid Romantic Bullshit to those poor, single reader.


Girl don't really care about the guy's background whether rich or not. Girl don't really care about guy's handsome or not. Girl don't really care about the body shape. If a guy without cash, handsome face, sweet tongue and body shape, That is what I call miracle, and Miracle do happen, but only to around 400:1 ratio. 


As we human born to choose something beautiful, We guys will choose beautiful girls. But also, a beautiful girl Surely Always been tackle by Many handsome and not so Handsome Guy, Sweet Talker and not to sweet talker. 


Then if you still think that Girl is STILL won't be picky about the background.. ok.. then let say a situation like this:
You are a girl and lots of Variety of Guy chasing you. Surely you will choose guy with Rich, Handsome , Nice body shape like Marine 6-pack, Sweet Talker as your guy. But I can tell you honestly, This type of guy never exists. You can choose only one.


Would you like to choose a guy who is Very handsome, but very poor, don't know how to talk sweetly to you, be your boy?
Would you like to choose a guy who is talk very sweet, but very poor and no body shape, be your guy ?
Or would you like to choose a guy who is very rich, but very ugly and no body shape, be your guy ?


Most important thing is your Cash part especially. Human is a very realistic kind of animal. No benefit like cash, no talk. 


So, those idiot like me, who still think that True Love still exist, please, wake up, study and go to work, take the money and feed those who feed you until today. 

The only True Love is from them, not from others who doesn't share the same bloodline.

~I'm Fucked~

I was having a run last Tuesday morning 6am. I feel so fresh that day but I felt ache on my both legs. Until today 15th November 2011.


I thought I'm okay already just a little left and I'm fully recover. no... actually it's not.


I just run a little from the block C cafeteria to block B and I just walk slowly to the 2nd floor but somehow I feel like the muscle is over-stretch. Now I can't even walk properly. Peter said might be my muscle tear and I need about 2 weeks to recover.. OMG !


Hopefully I'll be fully recover by final exam then. Good luck to myself la hah.

The 11.11.11

Today went through a special day. 11.11.11.
Lots of people post it on facebook: Happy 11.11.11 ~


11.11.11 ... bring lots of different meaning to everyone.
Some happy couple proposed and engage on today, nice and congratz ~
Some couple wish each other for: Long Each Other every Second, every minute, every hour and bla bla.
Some who still single wish themselves: Happy for still Single...

Hm... how come sad memory  keep on tracking on me sometimes?

Is it of the environmental influence?

or is it my own mind  wanna play around?

Well, I don't know.

Perhaps it is, or perhaps is my own thoughts?

People tell me don be emo

actually wasn't emo, 

just a strange feel 

hmm.. Coping with it 

Today tutorial, my lecturer ... get locked in her colleague's room @.@

For the very first time, I heard that get locked inside a room.

Couldn't open the door, both inside and outside.

Feel like somehow couldn't write much of events in here recently, maybe my mind is worrying something else.

hmm.. 

I'm thinking...

I'm thinking...

I'm thinking.... ...

New Environment but Old Life

So busy until I forgot to write it down. xD


So far...I have been in Kampar for 1 month now.. 9th November.. Just right 1 month. Honestly to tell you about Kampar, is more like a story can tell about. Food is fine but of course, Penang Island one are much better than here. Why? Because Penang is about Quality and here is about Quantity. 


I have encounter a few new style of food in Kampar... WanTan mee here is only Mee+Wantan.. no Cha Xiu. Because is WanTan Mee, not ChaXiu WanTan mee ! Chicken Chop/Fish Fillet + rice everyday for less than Rm6.00 ! (but i found out a Penang tauke hired a new stall nearby for its chop rice only Rm5 with juicy meat inside rather than hard-rock fried meat). And we found a restaurant for fruit juice example of apple juice, 1 whole apple blend into juice for only Rm1.80, even watermelon juice really taste like Watermelon, unlike Penang sugar + water. haha


House is just much expensive is because of a single room with some other features for free... I guess thats the reason why so expensive. And the only thing I wish to complain is the internet line.. always someone trying to monopoly the line and watch drama or something.


Hmm.. I'm studying Psychology here and by now still year 1 sem 1 so i just study about Intro to Psychology and Intro to Counselling. Quite fun though as so many new stuff yet to discover. And 1 more happy thing happen is... I Didn't Sleep in Class any more ! haha


Friends, have make a few, know a few, some are well known because we are from MBS Penang, and some are from ChungHwa and little from National Service. But I guess the whole class know me already since the 1st day in there. =.=


Then now is about my feeling around here. The moment I lay down my bed, I closed my eyes and think of nothing. The next moment I wake up. It feels like my home in Penang. After I consciously back to the situation, actually I'm in Kampar. Looks like I've start to miss my home.


20th November is my primary teacher Ms.Yeoh's Day ! She get married and wanna invite me ! Wow.... But sorry ms.Yeoh.. I'm in Kampar and I couldn't make it in time to go Penang to attend, but as always you will have my best wishes and regard from me. All the best to your marriage Ms.Yeoh !!


Just finish my 1st midterm of Psychology today and Friday is my Counselling. Got to go now.. miss Penang, miss my hengdai and friends, miss the FOOD ! Au Revior  ~

~Pandora's Box~

How many shadows had pass by, and yet grab none but only own ?


How many pain and scar left behind within that void of time ? 


None wish to be discover, none wish to be explore. As it is curse, as it bring chaos, bring harm to all. So the curse Lies within the Shadow 


None may discover, None may know. 


 As there wouldn't be any shadow as there have Light