~ Commander- Guards of Honour ~

Today is 24/7/10. Hari Kecemerlangan  for MBS School

I'm suppose to be in school on 7.15am. But for God sake. My handphone's battery is out since last night. Argh !

I woke up on 7.30am. Ah !! 
Dato will be arrive in 8.00am Oh no ! I rush up , Rush to brush my teeth and bla bla bla. Depart in 8.00am. 
Oh gosh.. Sure i'm going to be embarrass in front of everyone right now.

Arriving in School 

Phew .. when i arrive in school , just 8.14am . something like that. and the Dato still haven't arrive. wah ....i quickly adjust my police uniform. phew... 

It's so hard to have a chance to report the Dato as the Commander of the Guard of Honor.
Selamat Pagi Dato...


After that, in the Shaw Hall
The Dato and  Encik give some speech. After that will be price giving 
Yeh Chern, Lay Chia, Joo Tiew, Yi Feng, Ah Kek, Bee Lin, Chee Yeang, Sze Pei, Chi Min, Felicia, Hui Ying and Me gets the price too, but different category. 
heh. Ah Kek ask me wanna wear cap or not. i say: you wear , i wear. he said ON .
he wanna play hormat with me on the stage, haha, no worry, i will take up the gauntlet with you .

A funny thing happen when recieving the price. when Sze Pei is just about to recieve price, she march to the Encik. But when She was about to tap. Her shoe fly off. hahaha ! So funny that moment, whole hall was looking.

After that, I request to leave because ChungHwa Police team has a training and i gotta go there to train them. 

Happy today  ~ 

God Bless and Take Care 

~Alone Now = What's next ? ~

So many undesired things happen lately...

I try so many ways to get past it, but still I found no way to do so.

I change my place to the front.
Is a good thing ? Yes...
Is a bad thing ? Yes too

Why ?

Bad thing first.
I start to talk lesser in class with LayChia, Lina, Chung Lee and the gang back there.
I just change and talk to Yi Feng. And the conversations are only about homework and fencing cases.


Good things are :
I talk lesser to everyone now... I can concentrate to do things on my own.Lesser stupid "counseling" session to my friends due to their Relation problem. Lesser problems I get from them, the happier I am.


Even yesterday I go watch Predator.. I go alone and watch alone. It's so nice, that I don't need to depend on friends to watch this, do that, walk here, walk there, eat that eat this, follow the team.
blah...
Wasting my time with them.
I walk alone, go and peek around in Borders for new interesting books. Just for a book, i have standing there for about an hour.


If I was with my friends... surely they will say I'm so boring for reading such boring books.
Of course boring. Cause you don't know me.


haih...
It's ok actually. Along with you guys makes me feel I'm worthless.
I'm might be a burden to you all. 
It's ok..
Gonna be end soon.


I away from you all. tata...


Hmm... I want to get used  to be alone. It's good for now.. but what happen next ? haha..
nevermind la.

Alone in everything is better.

~ Perhaps ~

Perhaps, I should not lend a hand in the very first place. 
     So that no one will think I'm just an extra hand in the second place.

Perhaps, I shouldn't have to help anyone at all.
     So that I will not be a rubbish bin to them in the end.


Perhaps, I should not teach them to think.
     So that I don't have to think of solution of their problems later.


Perhaps, I should not help them to analysis at all.
    So that I will not cause problem for myself later.


Perhaps , I should Have Let them to Die and rot.
   So that I don't need to care about their lives at all.


Perhaps , I should not be doing good at all.
     So that I am not bad when I did wrong. 


Perhaps......
   I should have stand on my own ground and mind my own business will do. All these are just another ways to put pain on my own ass.



I...


Regret... 

~ Eat Shit Night "

Haiz.... supposely have meeting with f5 frens eh.. manatahu.. weather not good.. cancel lo.
then Chee Yeap come my house.. chat till 2300 hrs like tat.
Go Jelutong Nasmir eat.
Just reach nia Football match finish.

Eat n chat till around 0200 hrs. go home lo..
then ok ... show start oredi :

Reach home, check pocket for my keys, i found out.. i don't have any keys in all my pocket... o no...

And i use the Key locker on the door...
ho sheh liao... i stuck outside my own house.

I send msg to my brother to come over in the morning. Mean while i much more like a Survivor. Join up all the wood n use the cloth with water to join it up..
so IF i get my shirt hanger, I will be in the house then.

But after i try for 1 hour. I used all  the resources around, but still I cant reach the shirt hanger.. haih.. give up.... I sleep in front of the door from 4am to 8 am
hah... 
I saw Wei Chuen's dad come out.. i think he should be wake up already. call him for help... Coz i found out... morning time i have stomach ache.. >.<..

finally brother come...  open the door for me...

walao... i wasted whole night for stuck outside my own house.. Argh ! Never happen again  I swear !