~Sergeant ~

After all these years, i have finally reach the rank i wanna be. I have wait for so many years for these days. 

I have went to Pinang Federal Reserve Unit (FRU) to take my test. 


Thanks to my Commanding Officer Insp/K Cikgu Firdaus and Insp/K Cikgu Hanisha. 

Now.. I'm a Sergeant  Cadet already. 


What i have dream when i was Form 2 in 

ChungHwa has finally come true...

Even though is a bit late for me to be a Sergeant, but I'm quite satisfy with what i have now. 
I still have my duty to teach the others to be another Sergeant after me.

OoRah !

~~A Successful Gathering~~

8/5/2010 Saturday
Is been a long time since my form 5 classmates meet together. 5T1 gathing at 金火涡. 2 Years has pass since 2008 we in the same class, having fun together, playing together.

 Now.. everyone has their own path to go. Some Still studying, Some are already working , some are married, some are great cook... but no matter what.. we are like a big family.

Few cannot make it but i think they really wish they could come. Because we had so much fun last night.

James Lee,Rachel, Edwin, Chee Choong ,Ah Xu and Chin Yong

Billy, Chee Choong and the Girls

Brothers

Everyone, Happily yeah ^^

My gathering with them , makes me feel young again like 17 years old only. hehe..

When will the next gathering be?

~Almost~

Today talk with Laychia in school during MUET lessons.
I really feel disappointed with what she told me.

That moment i nearly drop my tears infront of her.

I'm stubborn... i admit my character...
But i really cant find a way to my problems.
Not that i don't want to be Happier... is i really don't have the mood for smile and laugh.
My mum ask me a question last night: You burrow the jacket from your brother... you buy your fencing set.. but end up you didn't even get to use them... you just wanna own them. Why?

Yea? You don't know why?
Ok.. i tell you why.. Cause i don't have anything left for myself !
You guys keep putting me into trouble and i have to sacrifice my time with my friends just to stay at home let you all lecture me for some stupid reasons? End up again you said is my fault to everything?
You can't even feed yourself with what you have learn and you said you actually can earn lots of money ? Come on... now i'm the one who bear the bill and everything not you! Everymonth ,that pervert useless father support me 300 and aunty 500 and after every expenses.... i only have RM15 left for a month...
You think i'm very satisfy with all these?

I feel totally useless and cant achieve anything when getting along with you all. My only place and activity that can motivate me is my sales partner and my police cadet .. they make me feel like i'm still useful and hopeful.
You just giving my hope away again and again. I know even that hope is just a illusion. Can you just let me live in my illusion and get myself motivated , get a hopeful life to live on, Can you?!

I almost cant breath anymore damn it... because of you ! I almost cannot take it anymore damn it! I never have any backup to support me. People said family support is the strongest.. do i see like i'm having any? I NEVER did ! NEVER HAVE any support from you all ! I'm on my own all the time ! I'm weakling now You understand ?!
I'm almost lost my mind and myself already...

Happy Birthday ,Lay Chia

Happy Birthday Laychia  !
Happy birthday to you.
Sorry last time during my birthday you cannot eat with me also.. now i wanna gather everyone to your birthday party as last time is you the one convince to go with them...end up with a bad ending.
I feel very guilty after that.

Now today is your birthday(supposely is yesterday 30/4/10) , Kugen ,Ah Yeap, KokWai, Yong Han, Sian Ping, Joo Tiew and I go to the "Don't Know Where" to eat steamboat. Very nice. Hope you and Kugen are able to dine in.
Sorry we are late, cause we went to fetch Ah Yeap and then manatahu... Traffic Jam... all the way before Union.

Hehe. Your birthday also same date with another friend of mine. but anyway, Wish you have a Happy Birthday Dinner with all of us today. Happy Birthday !