~Last Day of 2011~

I've came back to Penang since 15th December after my horrible exams past.


I've met with my 5T1 gang of siao kia to go Christmas countdown, go to play Mahjong at ah Kuok's house, Dota together. haha quite fun also you know.


Then I still have a gathering with WeiChuan's friend for Kelvin's belated birthday.. and Kelvin is coming to Kampar as well, for Foundation of Psychology.. o yea... 


and of course I go for some business meeting as well.. not going to left my business to rot. 


And lastly, last night 30th December 2011, join up with Rui Yan, Jia Wei, WeiLi, Zhe Yong, and some who come back from Australia.. fuiyoo.. Marcus, Matthew, Eric and Ching Chong . 


Really quite a enjoyable sem break for me ~ Now... tonight going out with LayChia and Kugen for dinner and countdown... then i will say GoodBye 2011 , Welcome 2012 ~~

~True Working Relation ? ~

Today early morning 1.30am, ChungLee, WenJie, Ping Khoe ,Andy and I sitting in a mamak store chit-chat. Suddenly talk about True Love. Ping Khoe a.k.a Apple, has a very strong faith in True Love, which means find a girl, who doesn't care about the guy's background, fat nor thin, rich or poor, ugly or handsome. Apple believe that he will find it someday. No one would ever believe that any more actually. 


Last time I Believed in True Love also. I also believe that If I love a girl with my full heart, the girl sooner or later will reply me back the same way. But in today's society and culture, I no longer believe in that thus I Trust that is only a Myth or Miracle.


As a man, I think that ( I believe most men will believe in this too), Men have only 4 things that attract girls. Body Shape, Sweet Tongue,Handsomeness and Thickness of Cash. So far I heard and read about Relation. They mostly will tell some stupid Romantic Bullshit to those poor, single reader.


Girl don't really care about the guy's background whether rich or not. Girl don't really care about guy's handsome or not. Girl don't really care about the body shape. If a guy without cash, handsome face, sweet tongue and body shape, That is what I call miracle, and Miracle do happen, but only to around 400:1 ratio. 


As we human born to choose something beautiful, We guys will choose beautiful girls. But also, a beautiful girl Surely Always been tackle by Many handsome and not so Handsome Guy, Sweet Talker and not to sweet talker. 


Then if you still think that Girl is STILL won't be picky about the background.. ok.. then let say a situation like this:
You are a girl and lots of Variety of Guy chasing you. Surely you will choose guy with Rich, Handsome , Nice body shape like Marine 6-pack, Sweet Talker as your guy. But I can tell you honestly, This type of guy never exists. You can choose only one.


Would you like to choose a guy who is Very handsome, but very poor, don't know how to talk sweetly to you, be your boy?
Would you like to choose a guy who is talk very sweet, but very poor and no body shape, be your guy ?
Or would you like to choose a guy who is very rich, but very ugly and no body shape, be your guy ?


Most important thing is your Cash part especially. Human is a very realistic kind of animal. No benefit like cash, no talk. 


So, those idiot like me, who still think that True Love still exist, please, wake up, study and go to work, take the money and feed those who feed you until today. 

The only True Love is from them, not from others who doesn't share the same bloodline.

~I'm Fucked~

I was having a run last Tuesday morning 6am. I feel so fresh that day but I felt ache on my both legs. Until today 15th November 2011.


I thought I'm okay already just a little left and I'm fully recover. no... actually it's not.


I just run a little from the block C cafeteria to block B and I just walk slowly to the 2nd floor but somehow I feel like the muscle is over-stretch. Now I can't even walk properly. Peter said might be my muscle tear and I need about 2 weeks to recover.. OMG !


Hopefully I'll be fully recover by final exam then. Good luck to myself la hah.

The 11.11.11

Today went through a special day. 11.11.11.
Lots of people post it on facebook: Happy 11.11.11 ~


11.11.11 ... bring lots of different meaning to everyone.
Some happy couple proposed and engage on today, nice and congratz ~
Some couple wish each other for: Long Each Other every Second, every minute, every hour and bla bla.
Some who still single wish themselves: Happy for still Single...

Hm... how come sad memory  keep on tracking on me sometimes?

Is it of the environmental influence?

or is it my own mind  wanna play around?

Well, I don't know.

Perhaps it is, or perhaps is my own thoughts?

People tell me don be emo

actually wasn't emo, 

just a strange feel 

hmm.. Coping with it 

Today tutorial, my lecturer ... get locked in her colleague's room @.@

For the very first time, I heard that get locked inside a room.

Couldn't open the door, both inside and outside.

Feel like somehow couldn't write much of events in here recently, maybe my mind is worrying something else.

hmm.. 

I'm thinking...

I'm thinking...

I'm thinking.... ...

New Environment but Old Life

So busy until I forgot to write it down. xD


So far...I have been in Kampar for 1 month now.. 9th November.. Just right 1 month. Honestly to tell you about Kampar, is more like a story can tell about. Food is fine but of course, Penang Island one are much better than here. Why? Because Penang is about Quality and here is about Quantity. 


I have encounter a few new style of food in Kampar... WanTan mee here is only Mee+Wantan.. no Cha Xiu. Because is WanTan Mee, not ChaXiu WanTan mee ! Chicken Chop/Fish Fillet + rice everyday for less than Rm6.00 ! (but i found out a Penang tauke hired a new stall nearby for its chop rice only Rm5 with juicy meat inside rather than hard-rock fried meat). And we found a restaurant for fruit juice example of apple juice, 1 whole apple blend into juice for only Rm1.80, even watermelon juice really taste like Watermelon, unlike Penang sugar + water. haha


House is just much expensive is because of a single room with some other features for free... I guess thats the reason why so expensive. And the only thing I wish to complain is the internet line.. always someone trying to monopoly the line and watch drama or something.


Hmm.. I'm studying Psychology here and by now still year 1 sem 1 so i just study about Intro to Psychology and Intro to Counselling. Quite fun though as so many new stuff yet to discover. And 1 more happy thing happen is... I Didn't Sleep in Class any more ! haha


Friends, have make a few, know a few, some are well known because we are from MBS Penang, and some are from ChungHwa and little from National Service. But I guess the whole class know me already since the 1st day in there. =.=


Then now is about my feeling around here. The moment I lay down my bed, I closed my eyes and think of nothing. The next moment I wake up. It feels like my home in Penang. After I consciously back to the situation, actually I'm in Kampar. Looks like I've start to miss my home.


20th November is my primary teacher Ms.Yeoh's Day ! She get married and wanna invite me ! Wow.... But sorry ms.Yeoh.. I'm in Kampar and I couldn't make it in time to go Penang to attend, but as always you will have my best wishes and regard from me. All the best to your marriage Ms.Yeoh !!


Just finish my 1st midterm of Psychology today and Friday is my Counselling. Got to go now.. miss Penang, miss my hengdai and friends, miss the FOOD ! Au Revior  ~

~Pandora's Box~

How many shadows had pass by, and yet grab none but only own ?


How many pain and scar left behind within that void of time ? 


None wish to be discover, none wish to be explore. As it is curse, as it bring chaos, bring harm to all. So the curse Lies within the Shadow 


None may discover, None may know. 


 As there wouldn't be any shadow as there have Light

Pantai Keracut Trip ~

Just back from Pantai Keracut 2 day 1 night with go-on-foot and back-with-boat trip with my old Han Chiang friends, Thien Hwang, Jun Yu, Yen kwang, Siang Toon, Thien Houng, Siew Lee , Howard and we meet Selvenraz separately at our destination.


At the very start, we wake up very early that day. Jun Yu fetch me , Siang Toon and Yen Kwang. Yen Kwang runs a little late for going here and there to pick up some stuff. Then we meet Thien Hwang, Thien Houng, Siew Lee and Howard at Tanjung Tokong Tesco.


We then have our lunch at there first, so that everyone will have that energy to walk that long path. The food at Tesco quite nice, I have to admit it really.

2.45pm, we start our journey at the entrance of National Park. 8 of us, each carrying around 20-30 kg stuff around our backs and hands. We have to stop around every 30-60 steps. Oh my God it's heavy, all of them. We need to carry each other's stuff round by round so that everyone can have that energy to push on. 


At the 2nd station, phew, we are exhausted totally. Siew Lee prepare some watermelon for us all. For the very first time I eat such juicy and watery watermelon. So delicious. hmm-hmm !


Walk and walk and walk. When nearly reach the 3rd station, I suddenly remember: O shit guys ! we forgot to bring the eggs !
I should have take the pictures for everyone that time. Is a =.=... You should have see it by your own eyes. haha ! so funny !


Thien Houng offer himself to run all the way back to the car to take the eggs. Sacrifices must be made to ensure victories... T.T.....


When we rest half way, i heard something that makes me laugh. Siang Toon told me: From today onward, I promise myself that I will study harder than before ! Cause I rather do coding than climbing like this, so tiring. ^^ hahaha

So many funny and happy moment during the journey . Thien Hwang keep telling us: ok ! now after the bridge then we arrive liao! We all were so excited and give our last push until we reach. Walk and walk and walk... Shit you Thien Hwang, we already get past 6 bridges if I had no mistaken, and I see no sign of camp site =.=


This is the most difficult journey in my life, worse than National Service. Not exaggerate but really worse than National Service. For the first time too, I witness the meaning of muscle feels like burning and you can't even hold a cloth with your single hand.

After 3 hours plus of hell walking, we become walking dead when we all reach there, then we say our friend Selvenraz at the destination.

We quickly setup our camp and prepare our dinner. Siew Lee's cooking skill not so bad as Selven said. LOL ! Don't blame me for telling the truth ok ?


When preparing campsite and dinner, we all said : Going to let Vincent kena liao. Let us all suffer like this. haha Vincent, next time you really should come with us liao I think >.<


In that exhausted night, Jun Yu and Siang Toon lay and rest in the tent while the others go to the jetty to fish. Yen Kwang has the tools and rod and we all just lack of skills. We fish until 2pm or sort and I think the rain comes as we cant see the horizon on the sea. 


Next morning of 16th, we all plan to fish again. After breakfast we separately keep tidy our things and go to the beach. AT first we go to fishing again. 

Lonely on the beach... >.<

For God sake, that Yen Kwang fishing with POTATO as bait ! hahah !!

O yeah !! Potato !

Then we play by the beach. Lol ! Like children we play ^.^
Then we go to the jetty again for fishing.

Quite fun all the way. ngek ngek !


We all actually haven't recover from the ache we bring upon ourselves yesterday and the ache still there. Ouch... everyone's muscle were so pain. Talking about going back, i guess no one wants to walk all the way back with all those bags again aren't you guys??


We all decide to take boat back. 7pm per way Rm80, 10 person. hehe.. thanks to Selven cause we all bankrupt already at the moment.

Oleh oleh !

We coming home , we coming Home ~

Wow... what a beautiful and good memory to me, to all of us. Wish next time could bring more people to help out with the bag and stuff. haha ! 


So Ends our journey and everyone rest tiring ever after ~

Who I am in another few years time ?

Age 20 , 16 of May in 2011... I'm writing this Blog as a remember to myself, who i am, what is the dream of my life time at the moment

hmm.. how should i begin .. kinda.. too suddenly to write this.
ok..

For the moment, I'm learning Universal Energy from my Secondary teacher, and psychology course from my mum Dyna tic, .. all these is to help human after i put my step into the real world.

Even now i'm thinking of Justice, Glory, Honor and Family come first before Money, Power and Domination. But who knows what will happen to us all after few years of life, plotting ourselves far away from home, far away from what I want at the first place.


Maybe that moment, I'll be a very popular Police Officer, but not in a good way... perhaps the Kwang Shun you looking at, calling at, or even talking at... turn to a very Arrogant, selfish,  a Snake, hunger for power, a Dictator in the coming few years time, If we all still alive after 2012. Who knows?


So now, i'm writing here, apart is to remind to the Kwang Shun or Chaos Maxentius Caesar for the next few years if he could look at this page again


Dear Myself in next few years time,
please remember your mission, your order, in this life time.  You are here to save human, change their future, give them hope, heal their hearts.
You are not here because of Money, Power. 
Justice, Honor Family, Love comes before all. 

What ever you are doing when you read this, old blog (if this still exist) , remember.. there still hope, if you get on to another track, is still not too late to turn back. Trust yourself, trust that soul of yours. Trust that long lost Leader of Sirius, Commander of Rome.. trust that pure soul of yours..

From yourself  in 17th May 2011  

~Long time no See~

Looks like is been quite sometime I haven't update my blog eh ?


many ask me though... busy working is my only reply.


Lolz.. no much time to spend.. everyday just wake up, go to work , back home sleep.. then wake up again .. 


everyday of deja vu...some more, going to move soon.. haih... Can i stay in Penang after all ?


Mum said the house must be sell. No 2nd choice... hmm.. i guess she is right... I have to go 1 day, just about soon or later.


Doesn't matter... If 1 day, I could finish and get my Master Degree and PhD as psychologist... I surely will buy a big space in Penang.
Not 1 floor, nor 2 floor, but 4 floor... that is my dream in the future. That is my dream when i step back in Penang to stay. 


A Promise to myself.


Perhaps this good-bye will be a permanent one...who knows what will happen after all ?


Just 1 thing i know, I will back to Penang, I make my own future and God helps. 

~ Tofu Cyclist ~

Tofu Cyclist... Weird name huh ?

This group is made by my boss (Sam) cause he like to cycle alot ^^now.. he and his friend... all wanna cycle at night.. wee.. i wanna join

Journey: From One-stop to Straits Quay , then Gurney, then back to One-Stop.. Wuhuu .. Thanks to all the tauke tauke who lend us their bicycle to enjoy the night ride... Thanks lot ! ^^

~Jump into Waterfall ~

 Wa.... yesterday boss brought every staff to a waterfall in Balik Pulau... wuhuu ~

We jump into the water one-by-one.. Sam (boss) take the lead and i follow.  

What a Nice and refreshing day for all of us ~ haha ~

Wish to have another day like this coming up soon ~

~ Working Day ~

wow... i just finish my December break now... and i gonna start working so that i won't dry like a dead fish in my pocket later on.


Sushi Kitchen is where i start my work in Monday morning ^^


All Vege.. hmm.. not bad after all. Healthy food, free MSG, all Organic, Japanese style, other crews are nice to me (cause i'm the only guy except boss)


Monday... 1st day of schooling day.. plus it's a raining day..  so few customer.. never mind then...
Tuesday off, Wednesday work, Thursday work, Friday work, Saturday half day, Sunday work.. 

Wow.. Sunday... the kitchen helper/cleaner didn't come.. o shit. So many dirty plates. People wash the dish ! Lack of chopsticks ! 
And suddenly so many customer pouring in like a supermarket. 


Ah.. nevermind. I go do the washing stuff... 2 waitress outside should be no problem... i think xD


work non-stop for 1 hour then go down with Jian Xi( the sushi part)


wash wash wash... and talk talk talk... phew.. come up. already 2200 hrs.. hmm. i wash too slow ? I think so. Cause i'm not get use to wash like that before. 


Hmm... Boss is organizing a outing next Tuesday 11/1/11. wow.. not bad. boss... outing with staff.. for god sake ! i never meet such good boss before. i swear to god. ^^ 


Long Live Sushi Kitchen and her Founders~

~Bungalow Stay In Batu Ferringi , Ferringgi Villa ~

Today is a good day, and i wish these few days will be the same. No rain, only sun , clouds and strong blowing wind. That will do i wish...

I wake up to go Morning market to meet my friend Amorse to get my little box. yea.. Little box for my Christmas Gift. ^^ Fully Christmas Theme. After that i went back home, sleep. 9am make a morning call to her... then sleep again. 

Lol... Piglet... No choice, i must fully utilize my holiday before i start to work. xD


10am, wake again. Oh no ! i forgot to wrap my gift ! alamak ! Quicky depart to Lay Chia's house and find way to settle it.


After i reach, i receive a message from Laychia, the message said... She is not coming  #! ! 
what ? she is not going ?! Oh no! wait.. i haven't finish the message.
I now going to fetch her. phew... 


Kugen came so does the others... ok.. the we start our engine to destination. What a jam... hate it.. Beach Carnival.. too crowded... 


Take around 1 hour to reach there. 


So funny, Pn.Idawati come out and shake hands with me and Kugen. 
You are .. ?   Kugen
And you are... wait, you look so familiar, i see you before didn't i ?
Yes teacher, I'm the only upper 6 wearing Police Uniform everyday Wedesday... .remember ?
Oh... yes yes ! i get remember now...
>.< .... 
After she guide us around the house.. all we can describe the house is just a word: WOW...  hey  reader, I'm staying overnight in a Million Dollar house Amigo ! A million Dollar bungalow !


After settle down, the "kitchen crew" begin to cook, others watching Hong Kong Drama.. then around, we all heading to the beach, cause we bought a... Fibrees .i don't what word is that.. 

What on earth, i have a reunion with my old friend , Quah Jun Ling... long time no see since standard 6. no wonder her face looks so familiar. hmm...


have a walk.. then .. play ! lol.. Why i'm so tall ? i have to be monkey all the time =.=

Really quite enjoy to play at the beach.. just , until now, i still wonder why Kugen wants to push me into the water. =.=|||

At night, we have BBQ and steamboat .. hmm hmm.. I had the most delicious BBQ chicken in that night. Walao ! is the only word i can describe the chicken. xP


Exchange Gift Time ~
I get a dozen of the... Jelly. Not what I'm expecting... but never mind. Quite delicious .
The others praise me for my... Gift. So Christmas Theme... i surprise for been praise for their reaction. really I do.


The next day morning. lol.. Kugen's car is naughty. The remote is dead. O shit. he drive his car to .. somewhere i don't know to get it fix. So funny. 


12pm... we need to get all the Cinderella out of the bungalow now. haha. Pn.Idawati is satisfy with our performance and she no need to clean the house again. hmm hmm.. Thanks teacher ^^


What a nice holiday ^^ wehee ~

~ Finally, It's Over ~

Finally, STPM is over. It won't trouble me anymore. Not anymore. My time has come ~ ^^


After all  those heavy rain and storm that hit me down again and again. It's over. Wuhuu !!


What should i do in these 6 months leh? Lots of time lo ~ Others not studying eh.. Envy leh ? hahaha


It's time to untied the Hungry Lion that had been imprisoned for the whole year, been keep away from Games, Enjoyment, Entertainment.. Wuhu... 


Here I come ,World, Rawr !

~Almost Reach the Line ~

Uh-huh.. almost there. another week to go then STPM is done. forever. 

Only a few weeks.. but seems like a month for a day in that damn classroom, sitting on my place, answering the "forever never get 100%"  questions. 
Few hours  are just like few days. 

These feeling is much worse than SPM. o God. i pray that what I write on all the papers for the pass few weeks are enough for me to enter University and take the course i want. 

Phew. It's ok for now. Preparing for Account paper 2 since paper is a "SayoNara" already. haha

Keep it up guys, Let's Go